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BENITALOH.

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a girl who likes to be hyper. being hyper is like a daily routine for me(: so if you see me emo/sad/angry, it means something is very wrong. But nontheless, i'll still entertain you with my randomness and life(: im also attached toTHE FBC CLIQUE where only fab people are in it like FADHLI, CHERRY and MEand obviously, I LOVE GOD(:
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happy endings

Saturday, July 31, 2010,11:38 AM

add colours to my life

I really need you in my life cos you brighten everything up.

yesterday i had this church thing.

so i went to church and the service was quite good actually(:

then i had roti prata[FATTENING TO THE MAX]

and i made friends with a pair of twins.

one is called justin and the other is called marcus

haha

they are both very funny

and yeah...

haha

hmm

real bored

gawd

hugs{x}

benitaloh(:

Labels: just do what it takes

Monday, July 26, 2010,8:07 PM

A great friend's bday(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THIHA PINE:DDDD

may God bless you with an awesome bday and may all your wishes and dreams come true~!

know im always here for you and thanks for being such an AWESOME friend/kor?(:

haha

love ya always!(:

hugs{x}

benitaloh(:

okay so like now, im suppose to be studying

so much for that._.

haha

hmm abit bored

life is the same

yawn yawn

blah blah same thing happens everyday

i look at him and he ignores me

TYPICAL!

anyways

tata:D

hugs{x}

benitaloh(:

Labels: i really heart you(:

7:36 PM

an AWESOME birthday(:

okay i know i have dragged the birthday thing far too long so here it is:

before 12 midnight

at 11:58 pm, felicia wished and officially the first is

(1)Ruping

~yay!we have our winner!

(2)wei liang

~my dearest mother

(3)shannon

~my awesome cousin(:

(4)song tat

~my kor

(5)amirul shahh

~bff:D

(6)jill

~my high-class mei(:

(7)zheng jia

~my cousin((:

(8)KHALIUN!

~((: i heart my sister(:

(9)Adeline

~my bimbotic mother, thats why im bimbotic.

blame her!

haha

(10)Victor(:

~another of my bff((:

(11)Phyllis

~My AWESOME daddy((:

(12)Cherry:)

~my real awesome bff and clique best friend(: heart her too!

(13)Weisi(:

~my great ah-ma!(:

(14)Louis Leo

~a good friend(:

(15)Yueting(:

~my good friend(:

(16)Fadhli:)

~another of my bff and clique best friend(: heart ya too!

(17)Mayang Demetria something something..

haha

~another good friend of yours truly(:

(18)Xin Zhi

~another bimbotic friend of mine. influence is rather big haha

(19)Victoria(:

~a very awesome and close personal good friend of mine(:

(20)Zachary Ryan(:

~a good friend(:

(21)Cassandra

~a good friend(:

(22)Rain(:

~my another mother apparantly haha

(23)Diane((((:

~another great bff of mine(x

(24)Shavonne(:

~a good friend(:

(25)Irwin shah

~a good friend(:

(26)my aunt(:

Last but not least.

(27)Zavier(:

~a really really close good friend and kor(:

(28)& Zafri(:

~another good friend(:

~~clearing my inbox noww

cos i've finally done this

HAHA

i had an awesome time on 10 july 2010(:

thanks guys for bringing me out(:

~adeline

~cherry

~cheryl

~alphaeus

~louis leo

~emelin

~lynn

~delvina

~mayang

~yueting

~pamela

~andy

~irwin

*im sorry for anyone i missed out*-.-

hmm really had an awesome time with my friends and family and i got

(1) a baking book(:

(2)GOLDEN HEADPHONES!

(3)random stuff~~

(4)a green bag!(:

(5)markers!!!

(6)and and a necklace

(7)NOT TO MENTION

A VERY NICE VANGARD WITH WISHES(:

really awesome friends(:

hugs{x}

benitaloh(:

Labels: thanks(:

Friday, July 9, 2010,10:30 PM

feeling grey

If it's my birthday in just an hour or so,

aren't i suppose to feel extremely happy and high now?

nopes

im like the opposite):

i didnt know you could affect me so much

no matter how much and how hard i convinced myself that i dont like you

it still hurt alot.

that one expression hurt me alot.

sometimes i wish i could reverse time.

where everything in my life was still there.

now its not exactly the same.

thats an understatement..

its totally not the same..):

sigh

gonna cheer up soon...

tomorrow im already turning 15

going out with cherry and alot of others.

now abit like feel better but still ...~

hais anyways, here's

THE LIST OF STUFF I WANT(:

i think what i really want for my birthday is

>God's blessing

(a FREAKING must hehe)

>a GREAT day with my family and friends

(obviously~)

>an ipod touch with 32 gb

(but its so ex): )

>more markers

(i just gotta have more colours cos i need to decorate my dearest friend called the foolscap:D )

>the secret that only ANDY knows

(dear aunty andy, if you ever tell anyone abt it, you're dead meat*evil glare*)

>a wallet?(:

(it might come in handy haha)

>a BIGGER pencilcase?

(totally needed man x) )

>GOLDEN headphones~!(:

(total essentials man hah)

>bangles

(the type me and cherry tan tan like(: )

>earrings

(the chain types haha and diamonds OMG)

>more colour pens & PENS

(REALLY NEED THEM TTVM(: )

>a LIME GREEN crumpler

(i really want it): heh but its so ex)

>another bag!(:

(yay!)

anyways,

i hope all this sadness would JUST GO AWAY..

x

benitaloh

just be there for me when i need you

Labels: happy birthday in advance to me

Wednesday, July 7, 2010,8:40 PM

PEE-KA BOO!

Oh Goodness me

there is 3 days left till im turning 15!

(It's such an OH MY GOSH thing..haha)

anyway,

my dearest lil er zi bought me seaweed from korea!

YAY~~~~~!

LOVE HIM TO THE MAX(:

HE IS SO AWESOMELY CUTE!(:

haha

so anyway,

i might be going out this sat to watch a movie with CHERRY&COMPANY®

i think what i really want for my birthday is

>God's blessing

(a FREAKING must hehe)

>a GREAT day with my family and friends

(obviously~)

>an ipod touch with 32 gb

(but its so ex): )

>more markers

(i just gotta have more colours cos i need to decorate my dearest friend called the foolscap:D )

>the secret that only ANDY knows

(dear aunty andy, if you ever tell anyone abt it, you're dead meat*evil glare*)

>a wallet?(:

(it might come in handy haha)

>a BIGGER pencilcase?

(totally needed man x) )

>GOLDEN headphones~!(:

(total essentials man hah)

>bangles

(the type me and cherry tan tan like(: )

>earrings

(the chain types haha and diamonds OMG)

>more colour pens & PENS

(REALLY NEED THEM TTVM(: )

yuppies

that should be all(;

and i really just want my school mummy and daddy and kor(s) to talk to me and treat me like last time..(:

anyways.

i really miss HIM

(it might be you? guess again!)

x

benitaloh

sometimes i think about you and realise you aint the one for me

Labels: just keep swimming just keep swimming

Saturday, July 3, 2010,9:23 PM

i dont have anyone in mind

just thought it was sweet(:

so actually

today i sorta baked(:

the sticky type of marshmallows((:

andy , cherry and pamela said it was nice

so its a SUCCESS?

YAY!(:

hehe

went to study a tiny tiny bit

then had dinner with family and now blogging

i feel like changing my blog skin

i want something simple yet attractive

tomorrow have church and maths tuition

haha

SO PACKED):

i just want a tiny break again:/

but it aint gonna happen

omg 7 more days!

im kinda excited yet not?

i dont really know how to say it?

hmm

i think i really want

>obviously, God to just Bless me..

hehe(:

>an itouch with like 32 gb or something(;

>an awesome day with my friends and family(:

>MORE MARKERS~!

(I know I have so many but a girl just needs her materials haha)

>this one's a secret:/

(I think only Andy knows?)

>A LIME GREEN(!!!!) CRUMPLER~!

>golden headphones(:

(like thats ever gonna happen...HAHA)

>AN AWESOME, LOUD AND TOTALLY BOOMZ BAG!

haha dont think theres any))):

>this one's another secret that no one knows sadly..):

>bangles?the cool-lio types(:

AWESOME

>and probably a wallet..

actually i dont know..

well

i think thats kinda all

will probably add stuff to the list like ouran high or something haha

gonna be the good girl i am and STUDY

x

benitaloh

sometimes the person you want may not be how you imagined him to be

Labels: just keep trying..

Friday, July 2, 2010,10:24 PM

INSPIRATION NEEDED BADLY?):

school was okay.

was abit bored.

especially during mother tongue

gawd its YAWNZ...

planning what to do tomorrow..

maybe wanna bake.

IM TURNING 15 IN A WEEK'S TIME!

so old):

(no offence to those who is older than me)

gosh.

and pathetically,

i dont think anyone is free on the previous day to even celebrate with me-.-

SAD SAD LIFE

HAHA x)

anyway

i gotta take my pft before that

if not im gonna fail BADLY

and do i want that?

no no

yuppies

thats all

x

benitaloh(:

>> CHEER UP BRIAN LOW, MY AWESOME GOOD FRIEND(:

you said those words without meaning them.

whats the point exactly?

Labels: just gotta try